Waiting...

"Who finds a faithful friend, finds a treasure."

I've recently had an unexpected change take place in my life- one that has left me with many mixed emotions. I lost a dear friend of mine a few months ago. It's kind of a long story and I don't want to get into all of the details. Throughout my life I have been blessed with many amazing friends, and I've learned to appreciate them and treat them like rare treasures. A year or so ago, I met an amazing person that changed my life in so many ways. We were close, and talked almost everyday. It was almost healing just talking and spending time with them. We would always go on long walks and talk about some of the struggles we were going through at the time. I had been through a lot in the past, and just having someone there that understood made things seem less terrible. I loved them and knew that God had brought that person into my life for a reason.

We ran into some problems a few months ago, and I was scared of the friendship ending. I fought frantically to save it, and was willing to do anything I could to make things better. The thought of losing that person was more than I could handle. Despite my efforts, however, our friendship did come to an end. There is nothing I can do anymore, and this whole situation has left me feeling so overwhelmed with many different emotions. I believe that there is still hope for us and I pray daily for there to be reconciliation. It's been a long few months, and I'm heartbroken that something came between us. I trust God completely, but sometimes I'm scared leaving the situation in His hands. I know He'll take care of it, but I have this huge fear that my friend will forget about me. It's silly, I know, but I can't help myself from thinking those things sometimes. It would mean so much to me if I could have that friend back. I love and miss them more than words can describe. So, if you don't mind, could you remember to keep my friend and I in your prayers? I would appreciate it so much, and it means a lot to me. Thank you for all of your help and support. God can do the impossible (or what may seem impossible to us), and I'm confident that I'll be seeing my dear friend again.